Feb 6, 2014

True Love

true love photo

When you're young, and you fall in love for the first time, you think that this is true love. Then you fall in love a second time, and you realize that the first time wasn't true love, this is. And you'll fall in love again and again. Every time realizing that the previous crushes weren't true love.


Dec 24, 2013

Selfishness Vs Selflessness

Everyone is selfish.

Even selfless people who do selfless stuff are selfish, they only do it because it makes them feel good, or because they believe it will make them feel good later.

Oct 28, 2013

Too Much Zen Could Kill You

During the past couple of years, I've been trying to live life more consciously. I thought a lot about the purpose of life. I became vegan so I'd remove the fog in my head and think more clearly. I studied people, their behavior. Minor stuff didn't matter anymore compared to the stuff I used to think of. I studied religions, believes, philosophies.. I visited new places. I saw how other people live. I felt like I finally understood life. I saw life from a third person view. From God's view. I saw life naked. And it wasn't beautiful.

I became too conscious.

Naked life was black and white. Dirty. Meaningless. Nothing we do mattered in the long scheme of things, so why bother? I got depressed. I thought more. I over-thought. I got more depressed.

I thought less. I numbed myself. I felt better. I removed the image of naked life from my head. I started putting some clothes on it. I started eating some not-100%-vegan food. I drank from time to time. I embraced the yolo life. Life was pretty.

Bottom line: too much zen could kill you.